Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Random notes...

because all my coherent thoughts are going towards papers, presentations, and studying.

*Morning coffee is delicious

*We are about to move yet again

*I am so super undecided about where, but I love that my friends have faith in me that I will make the best decision

*I just wish I knew what that is now

*My parents are coming this weekend

*I will be running around like a chicken with my head cut off to get the place tidy the night before they get here, or maybe the night they do

*Brando has finally taken on the responsibility of keeping the relationship with his family

*He still gives me credit for it - thank God since I did for ten years and am so happy to pass on the responsibility

*My first solo presentation is tomorrow and I'm scared to death but have a funny way to perceive it, according to my counselor.

*He says tell the audience you're nervous, then ask the audience to stand up and applaud you, when they're done ask them to boo you, then tell them now you've done the worst and best you can so the rest can be whatever it is.

*If I don't have the balls to do that, at least I have that to make me laugh in my mind

*Moving. Always bittersweet. This house I hate I've grown to love

*The moment I think about staying though I go into a near panic attack

*Thinking of making a list of things we do as a family that we can do anywhere, in any home

*Maybe that will feel like any home can feel like home and I'll know exactly how to make it feel that way

*Off to type two more lecture notes and finish filling out history learning objectives!

2 comments:

  1. Honey, you've seen how much stuff I have...just stuff for one person. Just me. not a family of four. And I'm battling nerves and anxiety of moving YET AGAIN. And you've seen the gorgeous place I'm moving to. One that is both pretty, and ample with space, storage, fun for entertaining, etc etc.

    And I'm still nervous.

    It will all work out and be fine for yall. And being nervous is normal.

    Just breathe.
    And call or text me if you need me!
    xoxo

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  2. Ms. Alli, thanks so much for your comments here. Please know I read every one, and I soak in your thoughts and comfort. You are one of the reasons I made it through the move out here in the first place!! Thanks for this. I will hang onto it as I go through it this time. This time, since I'm not dreading it, I stopped by Uhaul and grabbed a moving checklist. It's pretty thorough and I'm kind of excited about it! Now that I'm reminded of it, I'm off to go look it over and fill it out!

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