Oh my gosh

I am so, SO torn inside. I just sent an appeal letter to Justinbustin and Shawner's school I want them to be in SO bad this year. I just found out they have all but fourth grade closed to transfers for next year. My backup plan is to homeschool them and that will totally throw off my own schooling. I am crossing my fingers and trying to think of every. possible. way. I could get them there besides walking away from our lease and moving to a home the four of us can't agree on. I am so, SO torn. Praying that God opens ears and hearts right now and they take the boys under their wing as they did with Justinbustin two years ago.