READ AFTER YOU'VE DONE THE ABOVE

Did you do it? Okay, good. 'Cause I had a revelation after I did it. The first four words I saw? Passionate, dramatic, angry, and depressed. You think I'm kidding. I thought I was kidding. I'm not. So, of course, I dismissed it as trivial and these things aren't really true, any way. Until I started playing that certain little addictive iPhone app and noticed all my words I choose or thought first to choose are along the lines of "pain, tears, yoke, rum, phony, snit". Attractive. So I've been purposefully retraining myself to choose positive words even if it'd be a better word to choose a negative word. It must be working because I just looked at this again before I posted it and the first four words I saw were passionate, thoughtful, eloquent, restless. I'll take that. I am restless. Also, I noticed it as "wrestless" which isn't an actual word. Maybe it means I'm learning to wrestle with my restlessness and train it into a much more positive aspect. Either way, it's one of the things I'm learning to embrace about me and my passion. Bam!