Sux

He makes me feel like I always complain.

I don't.

I loved the apartments.

I hate this house.

I love having a purpose.

I hate having too much downtime.

These are things I can fix, but not with out his "permission" so to speak. I have to be a stay at home mom while he's working 40 hours a week and we have no family support to watch the kids. I have to be in this house while we wait for it to rent out. I'm not complaining. I hate it. And I can't wait for it to change.