Monday, October 31, 2011

just found out

the lady i nannied for who was a wonderful christian home-school mom then fell back into her alcoholic druggie ways, divorced her amazing man, left her four children, slept with her cousin and many others, had another baby with a man she's not with, and i believe has come full circle to getting her life back on track and is again in contact with her kids has cancer. her kids don't know and she doesn't want me to tell her kids.

i can't handle news like this. it builds up inside and it explodes because i dont talk about it with anybody. people tell me these things because i'm empathetic and dont spread the word, but what they dont know is i cant take it.

perfectionism mindset is wanting to be there in every way possible like i did for my kt since her mom died and continue to do but realizing i can't so i don't do anything because i can't do everything. today i do something, but what i don't know. any suggestions?

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