Strange being home and not posting a thing on Facebook about it. Strangely quiet and relaxing. Accidentally allowed an fb post that calls me out being here but don't think it will show up in many new feeds. Not seeing my sister that's closest in age this time around which with her five kids is sometimes a whirlwind. Not from me not telling her but from our crazy schedule. I'm slightly sad but, get this, they've been dealing with the lice issue so I'm happy to not be worried about it again even on a small scale.
Will see my brother tomorrow at my nephews birthday party. He asked about me being in Cali when I posted Cali pics from May a few weeks ago.
I seriously think I'm avoiding posting anything because I don't want all the guilt of not being able to see everybody once again. There is not ever enough time to see friends and barely enough time to see and spend quality time with family, plus take the trips that we can only take out here.
Heck Brandon and I haven't even had time to go off on our own these last few trips although we desperately need it.
Any ways. Strange, quiet feeling. Unfortunately I still have that underlying guilt - although now its because I just haven't told people we're here instead of not being able to fit in the schedule to see them.
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