Life

Ugh. Can't get to sleep. SO busy the next few weeks I don't even have time to see my girlfriend Jen since I've been home. I've seen her consistently every other week this summer and I miss her. And I haven't gotten to see Mai since I've been back which is breaking my heart because she leaves again soon. I am going to have to remind myself to take the hours the boys are in school to relax and play because the hours they are out are going to be crazy driving them or I places.

I'm meeting with a few friends tomorrow that I'd rather kinda ditch. This is going to sound bitchy but they're new relationships and I just don't have the energy for it right now. Love them just not enough energy to tread water until we get to know each other better.

We ended up switching Shawners teacher. The principal called after I emailed her issues Shawners had with the teacher and class chosen for him, ones that drive him to tears. I didn't ask for him to switch just wanted them to be aware of the issues if they became a problem. Still, they gave him the option when she called. The best teacher wasn't available and the rest are all on the same crappy level including the one chosen for him in the first place. Shawners ended up choosing Justinbustin's fifth grade teacher because his two good friends are in there and he's familiar with the teacher. Oh and only one trouble kid is in there that he's aware of, not two. I have to keep reminding myself on a stress level of 1 to 10 I'm at a 2 with this new class arrangement. With the first one I was at a 10. Still it's enough to keep me up all night and wonder if I did the right thing by switching him.

More but I should try and get some sleep if I can.

Update: Turns out there's not one, not two, but FOUR trouble kids in here. F*ck, f*ck, f*ck. Which has basically been my day. The two kids Shawners *thought* was in the other class are actually in here, there's a super annoying kid that's always bugging us on the walk to our car - think there might be something up with him, and a kid that's not too great of a kid that lives in our neighborhood. There are a LOOOOTTTTT of lessons to be learned here. I just don't want to learn them right now.