Super unhappy with life right now

I scheduled our trip over Justinbustin's youth group summer camp like an idiot. I realized I had scheduled it over my Katy Perry concert and kind of didn't care, but I should've taken that as a sign to check the freakin' schedule and see what other time would work well. I am so disappointed with myself, especially since Justinbustin earned half the money to go to camp and paid it on time, as he did with boy scout camp. Such a grown up man. I feel like a total failure as a Mom right now, and as a Mom who is trying to raise him up to be a man full of character and morals, by having him miss an opportunity to grow in his relationships with others and God when missing it could have totally been avoided. I am so disappointed in myself. We would change the trip, except Brando wouldn't be able to take off vacation later this month as one of his employees is going on vacation.