I have been in a fog lately. I thought it was just me until today my best friend told me she has been in a fog since June. A fog meaning both her and I grateful for life but she just can't fully enjoy it and have that feeling of overly bubblicious life like her and I normally always do. In fact, I look at her and I's pictures from our San Antonio road trip and I see how the two of us are just bubbling over with happiness for life.

Things have happened since then.

In 2009, we both started school and got overwhelmed.

In 2010, her mom passed away.

In 2010, I held her up as much as I could when her mom passed away.

In 2010, Brando's and my closest couple friends disowned us and severely judged our every move.

In 2011, a year passed since her mom passed away. That was June.

In 2011, a whole new year of grieving started for her.

In 2011, a new kind of support for her started for me.

In 2011, I finally let go of the friendship we lost in 2010 even though it still hurts.

Today, those events cloud my vision of reality superimposing it with the emotion of those events. I thought it was just me. Turns out she is in the same boat. I am so glad God brought her and I together to go through life together and mirror each other's emotions even when we don't realize it. She is going to talk to her counselor on Friday about it and share with me what she says. Maybe it's time for me to go back to counseling. Allison has mentioned in the past she goes for a yearly 'check-up'. Maybe it's time for my yearly (or two) check up.